I decided this morning that I need to get back to my routines. Although when the alarm went off at 5am I seriously considered saying screw the routine and staying in bed. But I did not. I got up and went to the gym, I did my workout, got Ian up and out the door for school, settled the grandparents and got Rosie up and going for the day too. I decided to not fall prey to the emotional chaos that seems determined to rule my world.
This past two weeks has been emotional draining for me. I am trying to be "OK" with everything. I don't feel that I have the luxury of falling apart or getting to upset. I did allow myself to eat all comfort foods this weekend and cry a little. But now I have to get on track. I have many "hats" that I wear on a daily basis, Mom, Nurse, Sister, Friend, Daughter, Woman, Psychologist, Housekeeper, etc. But my favorite is a real hat that says, "Queen of the World" I intend to wear it today and expect the rest of the world to play along.
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I am sorry things are so difficult right now. I wish I was there to help. Please know you are in my prayers.
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